One step closer

So Today is one day closer to being reunited with the love of my life ♥ I'm super excited and starting to get really panicked at the same time... A year is a long time and things do change. Just physically speaking, my hair is longer, my skin is darker, my face is a little older, I have a few more scars than I had before he left... Not even to say the ways I have grown as a woman.

I have grown and matured over the past year. Raising my kids and doing 3 moves by myself was tough... but somehow I managed to pull it off. I discovered the true strenght of my spirit, the true hight of my endurance and the true nature of... my soul, my heart, my purpose. I have realized more of my flaws while living entirely on my own (besides my children). I've learned what I can handle alone and what I can't. I have witnessed the best in myself during moments I was forced to overcome myself and do more than I had ever done.

I have also found more purpose over this past year than I have had in a long time, at least since working at LRMC in Germany. I founded Recruited ByLove, which made me realize my true dream in life: To be there for the American Military and the families and to find a way to make a positive difference in their lives. So far, I am limited to offering support and smiles. 

I have changed. There's no doubt. I just hope he loves those changes as much, if not more, than the me he fell for. It would break my heart completely if he doesn't.