Start of deployment

Right now, I feel good. I feel good knowing that you care about me. I feel good knowing that you will give me a chance. I feel good knowing you see me for what I am, not what they say I am. I feel good when you send me cute songs to tell me how much you care, because you don't know how I'll react if you tell it to me face up.

I want you to know that I like you so much. I want it to be us. Us two against the universe. I want you to know that each time I go to bed a picture of your face is stuck in my mind. I want you to know that when I'm playing with the kids or watching tv or packing for the move you're in my mind all of the time. I want you to know that right now – you are the reason I'm staying up til 4 in the morning.

I think I'm falling in love with you. It feels good.

I know a year is a long time and that's crazy. But I have a good feeling about you. I hope you feel the same. Stay safe over there.