This couldn't be real

my father is dead. TSgt Charles Timothy Gose died October 27th, 2009 and he's gone forever :'( My heart is shattered.... Who cares about anything else. His funeral is set for my birthday. Who cares? I lost my Hero.

I love you Daddy... <3

a broken girl

The sun shines and the sky is blue, yet nothing is right,
a broken hearted girl, so tragic and beautiful,
sitting alone against a brick wall,
a perfect shadow of what she used to be
Her black hair falls into her face,
her eyes are hollow, void of hope and light
forgotten dreams and a shattered soul
a ocean of dispair and fear and pain
the tears fall down her cheeks so silently
she knows she's got no one to turn to
she's got no one left, deep regrets of lost friends,
it's her against the world, a lonely tragedy
a dethroned princess, wounded by her King
a shadow falls over her, a tower blocks the day
A strange face appears before her
His dark eyes meet hers and there is understandig
Did her savior appear or is he just another frog
A damaged doll with a gloomy past,
greeted by a handsome boy with a friendly smile
a part of her wonders what game fate plays
he doesn't wait and takes his seat
Sitting agaist a wall, not so alone
The sun shines and the sky is blue
And everything is righteous